Wat is Life About???

Why I feel that many people hate me...Issit I did something wrong to other people and make them hate me?? Because of that, I do not have confidence to my self… Haiz… why my life so unpredictable???
Why some people can very closed with me?? Why some people cannot??
Issit because of my action…??? or my face look like distressed ??or other reason?? make you all hate me?? God ya god ya... Sometimes i do feel I'm jz useless… My daily life was too simple and non-meaningful. I hope sumting come by and make my life different, make my life v full meaning.. God, y u giv me tis chance 2 cum 2 tis world v full q'marks and let me suffer setbacks?? can you tell me why all unpleasant matter happened in my life… When you can save me ya?? I don’t want to continue again.